I got to half of my journal. 

The best half is over, i want a new one. 

He has his operation tomorrow for his tumor in his finger. 

I'm not quite sure which finger.

He's never going to have a nail on that finger again. 

I'd like to video tape you when you part your lips,

your eyes wide open. 

You inspire the best in me. 

I want a man to do that to me someday. 

But I'm going to rest my mind on you for now. 

-in a platonic way.