An attempt to brake, open, explore, try.

And he brought me under steps and stone, and open the dark alley door, 

My body was shaking and shattering and shivering. 

While my eyes stayed wide open, my mouth remained shut,

alternating roles. 

i threw my damp clothes on the floor, 

leaving my skin underneath the bed sheets.

my mind flickered. 

He guided me step by step through every part of me

as i tried to race through my thoughts, 

tried to predict 

tried to control the words that were slipping out 

beyond me.

un laisser faire, 

une main entre deux,

mes yeux se ferme, 

ses bras me couvre, 

I woke up and ran out of his place.